what the head thinks, the hand puts down


Its a loong boring day. I have been over my head thinking about a particular issue.
there is this project i kinda or rather have decided to undertake. initially, being the actuary thinker that I am, i have learnt to analyze completely every aspect of everything.
Now this new project as expected i have thoroughly gone through it.
it was one of my resolutions to be serious this year. so when it came to mind i went head on.

Have you ever been in a situation which sort of feels like you are having a case of amnesia and De-javu at the same time? i have been here before, but i cannot quite paint the picture.
I have reached this point where i cant tell the difference between reality and fantasy. looking ahead, it just looks bleak. blank. nothing there. i want to turn back but i can’t. i look back and see the reasons i decided to take this path and they look soo real. so goood that it makes me swoon.

At the moment, my brain feels sticky just like the thighs of an SJ hoe in the morning like someone has put bubble gum in it. if i turn back now, i could lose something dear to me. if i go on, i may end up losing something else of the same value. what to do???


February 11, 2010 - Posted by | Uncategorized

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